Intro

I start this new record of my thoughts. 

I have 6 weeks of stress leave off work to figure out what I'm going to do with myself, and I'm hoping this blog can help me get my thoughts in order.

A little background...

I have been working full time since I graduated high school.  I have pursued college multiple times throughout the years, and I am on another stint to get a degree, but for some reason, I just can't seem to do it.  I hate school.  I'm sure there will be a post on this later.

I am looking to start my own business in herbs or gardening, or some sort of naturopathic medicine. Of course, I have no naturopathic medicine training at this point... I am still trying to get my degree in Complementary and Alternative Healthcare.

Full time job behind a desk dealing with screaming people all day doesn't help me.  Nor does recently being diagnosed with Celiac Disease, raped a couple months ago, and having moved a couple weeks ago.  Major Depressive Disorder has kicked in full time, and I find it difficult to find any real ambition to do anything... yet the urge to do something is still there.

Life has been rough... but this point... I am here to ground myself to restart.  I can't keep going on the path that I've been going... it's time to go bushwacking.